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SO this is beautiful Lash.. She is just so great.. her and I are creating a gothic community online together.. called lil miss goth... I will write more about her soon.. I have lots of friends to upload :)

"this is who i am with all my hearts grief no more remorse the end of my line...is a swinging noose" This is my bestfriend brandon.. I love him more then life itself:).. He is so great... We are writing a poetry book together..so that should be really cool.. He has been in a few bands... and has even opened for the great and talented band Jack off Jill.. HOw cool is that??

" I think of myself as an intelligent, sensitive human with the soul of a clown, which always forces me to blow it at the most important moments. ~ Jim Morrison " Now this is Euronymous.. one of my very good friends.. He is always there when I need him.. He is so very intelligent.. Luv him very much ..... :) someone beautiful inside and out... i can tell anything to

"It may be that our role on this planet is not to worship god, but to create him." This is Chris!! He is such a great person.. It is just so unexplainable... he is also there for me when I need him.. he is such a beautiful person inside and out.. I treasure our friendship immensly

This is Steve.. an AMAZING person! He is so sweet to me... He reminds me of so much of the beauty that we take for granite... I enjoy his friendship much...

This is Myke, I truly do not know him very well.. BUT he is very nice.. and I do consider him a friend.. he has a lot of very intelligent views on a lot of things.. and has a *style*.. that I adore..

"The weak ones are here to justify the strong" This is Sadie, I talk to her more then I talk to most.. We have a lot in common.. she is a beautiful person, and a great friend.. She can hold very interesting conversations.. Sometimes it seems like she is the only one who understands me. She doesn't run away from me when she sees the true face of my reality. I truly think she is strong enough to be a permanent person in my life. I really need her like a drug, and I feel I always will.

"Shall we their fond pageant see? Lord, what fools these mortals be!" -Robin Goodfellow, Shakespeare's "A Midsummer NIght's Dream" This is Nick. We began our friendship by speaking on the net. Then before we new it we met in real life. He is a sweet distraction, and a very cool guy. He is an actor.. He has a passion for Shakespeare and various styles of comedy. He thinks logically.. which is a big thing with me most of the time.

"One enemy is too many a hundred friends are to few" This is my friend Jay. I have not met him in real life, but I intend to. He is a very fun natured guy, who loves to go clubbing and listen to good music. He is also a computer genius! Beautiful inside and out. I can always talk to him about anything. He is very honest and trustworthy. He is a really great friend, and I am glad I found him.

"my eyes sear(ice). living in agony(distant). i carry the threshold of everyones love(seperation). throwing them into stars. burning in effigy. dead space(frozen). eternal." This is my friend, December. I started to talk to him over the internet, then before in no time we met in person. He is one of the most spectacular writers I have ever come across. Generous, and so kind. Has an intellect that is so hard to find these days. We seem to have this "ESP" thing going on. I think he can read my mind, and just fails to tell me. We seem to be on the same level of thought a lot. I am glad he found me and decided to email when he did. I think it was for some reason that we are not aware of yet. Some profound purpose that cannot be fathomed at this time. He is beautiful in every way. I wish I could carry him around in my pocket with me where ever I go.. hehe..

"Time may freaze or it may burn. The pain will ease if I can learn. There is no future, there no past, I live this moment as my last..." -Rent This is my friend and ex-fiance Katrina. I miss her so much. She is one of the most unique people I have ever had pleasure of meeting. We were so close when she lived here in Montana. Then some things happened, she had to move away. We started chatting online, and I am really glad that we do. We have both changed so much, but still need each other as much as we always have. She is going to come and visit me when I move to Oregon. I cannot wait. I have not seen her since last summer. I only got to visit with her for a drunken 30 minutes or so. I love her and always will.. She is a great friend, and a beautiful person.

"I pushed my soul in a deep dark hole, then I followed it in, I watched myself.. a crawlin out.. as i was a crawlin in" This is my friend Kirk. I've known him online for so long. We met in this private chat room and his friend was being a dick to me. He personally wrote me to apologize and we've been talking ever since. He is really nice, but can be difficult sometimes. (like when he would not give me a quote for this page and I had to wait like a week!) Someday he will come to the states and I will introduce him to Grady, and we will have a party! Yeah! I dont think he has ever pissed me off.. That is a hard thing to accomplish! hehe.. anyway.. He is just great!